First Day Without Him

It's been a long time for not being here. Friends are asking me why I'm not updating my blog, so sorry! Because kinda busy these recent. Busy with my work, my school and my boy! Haha ^^

Oh ya, I have started my Uni :) *winks* say 'congrats' please! I'm taking University of London Programme at HELP. It's a 3+0 programme. I took a very long time to make this decision and YEA! But I think I start to regret because either all the lecturers and students or my brother told me that this programme is very very very very very CHALLENGING, I'm quite scare and a little bit 自卑 (I don't know what it is called in English, looked up for the google translate >> self-abased? Nah~ whatever la.) You know why? The story starts here, the first day of Uni, our Maths lecturer, Dr.Goh Seng ask us to stay back for Maths tutorial instead of going home at 12pm and do nothing. I don't know why my class is so obedient that they didn't think of skipping the tutorial, maybe because it was the first day. So during the tutorial, Dr.Goh Seng asked us to write down our Maths result, including Add Maths, Advance Maths, or whatever related to maths in SPM/UEC/A-levels/Foundation etc. When the paper has passed to me, SHOCKED! Everyone, everyone's result is DAMN GOOD!! I just found A, A+, A*, A1 & A2 only! NO Bs'??? I'm having B+ for Add Maths in SPM and B3 in my UEC. I was kinda freaked out after looking at all those As' As' As'. 

I'm so not prepared for this you know? I can't meet a friend who can talk in Chinese on the first day, even if they're Chinese and they're English educated though. But it's better now so no worries! :)

The problem I'm facing now is... as you can see my caption. First Day Without Him. 

He went to Europe for 16days, it's a family trip. I'm still counting down in my twitter.

I really hate when he leaves me. YES, HATE! I hate being dumped by 'someone' for a period, and the 'someone' just doesn't give any feedback/response/good treat by telling me : Be a good girl ya! Wait for me to come back ya! or some sort of words that will easily make me mad instead of feeling better. Seriously! I hate listening to those words. 

DAHHH~~!! Who the hell you think I am oh? I'm the one who is staying back and waiting for his return EVERY time. I'm the one who is staying at home and missing him like hell while he is playing around with the kids or walking on the streets staring at some pretty girls. *p/s: It's just an example

I,

am not going to miss him in this 2weeks. 

am gonna find a chance to dump him too.

am gonna ask a lot of cash from him to let me go shopping if he dumps me next time. 

Hmph!

Showing Off

Haiya, just ignore my showing off post. Wasn't really trying to show off, just don't know what to update and also not to let my blog feel so dead! Okay, yes. The Clinique wasn't I bought it myself, it's my boy who bought it. It's a present for me of our 26monthsary. As I said so, I have been craving long time ago to be a Clinique user, and yeah! Honey, thank you! :) 

#1 Clinique - Combination Dry Package

#2 Clinique - Combination Dry Package 

#3 Clinique - Liquid Facial Soap Mild 200ml

#4 Clinique - Clarifying Lotion 2 (twice a day exfoliator) 200ml

#5 Clinique - Dramatically Different Moisturizing Gel Tube 50ml

#6 Clinique - All About Eyes (reduces circles, puffs)

#7 Clinique - Moisture Surge Intense (skin fortifying hydrator) 7ml  

 #8 Clinique - 7 Day Scrub cream 

 #9 Clinique - Moisture Surge (extended thirst relief) *already finished!*

 #10 My favourite picture of the day =)

End post. God bless everyone! Have a nice day.

This is so TRUE! :)

【其實，女孩子喜歡男朋友這樣】

1.摟她的腰；

2.和她真正的談話；

3.和她分享秘密；

4.和她擁抱；

5.帶她去你去的地方；

6.讓她坐在你的膝上；

7.在意料不到的時候親她；

8.從後面抱住她的腰；

9.和她說話的時候，握住她的手；

10.不要對她說謊；

11.不要腳踏兩隻船；

12.當她哭泣的時候，安慰她，為她拭去淚水。

I saw this in facebook wall, and found it cute so just simply post up here.

but, it is so true about girls. :)

我的第二个家

在我心里有一个故事。一个没人知道的故事，我很想不提它，因为这个故事原本只属于我和天主的故事。但是去了这个营，我觉得更应该让所有人知道。因为其实这个故事很让我觉得光荣。

在我初一的时候，我加入了一个坤成管乐团。这个管乐团就好像我的第二个家。我会常常把时间分给它们。上课前必须到管乐室去练习，下课时也是要去练习，放学后也要练习，还要练到5点才能回家。这些每一天的定律一定要遵守，可是我遵守到不很开心，我觉得自己的行动都是被推动的，并不是自己自愿地去做，觉得很烦很不自在很不习惯，更不喜欢！但是这个团体很难让我觉得骄傲。坤成管乐团是全国冠军，团队精神是全国冠军，花式操步也是全国冠军，是一个真的很让人觉得骄傲的团体。

可是在我觉得骄傲的背后，我却会觉得一点害怕。害怕的是我的成绩。我很不喜欢读书，尤其是在初中一的时候。因为小学的时候不用读书就可以拿到很好的成绩，所以很自然地在上了初中一的时候就为自己设下了那么天真的想法，怎么知道在第一学期考试的时候，成绩差到不象样。也怎么知道我的乐团竟然是要每个考试学期后交上成绩，我怕到不行叻。每一次交成绩的时候都很怕很怕很怕。少部分也因为是这个原因，我选择在初二的时候退出乐团。

我们有一首团歌--乐团是我第二个家。我当初真的以为以后我就会多了第二个家，那就是乐团。我以为这个第二个家会陪我到以后，我以为这个家会陪伴我的中学生涯，我以为这个家会是我倾诉的地方，但是全部的想法是在我还未认识到玫瑰公青以前。

认识了玫瑰公青之后，我的生活不一样了。

•  我学到的东西

我学到的不是中国历史，不是马来西亚地理，不是社会经济学，不是大公司会济学或商业学，而是我自己的信仰生活，筹备活动的程序，与人沟通的技巧，祈祷的重要，秘书的记录工作。这些是少之又少的人可能会学到的东西。

• 我认识的人

我认识的人除了是自己家庭成员以外，我还有堂区教友，在那些人的年龄差距竟然是13岁至80岁的人。这真的太奇妙了。而且我都有和这些人沟通，讲话，聊天，出街。

• 我交到的朋友

除了自己的学校朋友，还有来自不同学校出生入死的教堂朋友。大家一起去营，一起吃喝玩乐，一起看戏，一起庆祝大节日。很开心很开心。现在想起，嘴边还会挂起微微的笑，因为我知道这些回忆是值得我去记住也值得我去回想。

• 我进行的活动

我进行的活动也是学校课本没有办法教的，我去学校那么多年，没有拜访过孤儿院、老人院。我觉得除了捐献，拜访工作是要一定有的。捐献只是让那些有关当局能减少它们的负担，但是拜访时可以带关怀和主爱到它们的家中和心中。看到孤儿们和老人们脸上的笑容，那种喜乐是任何东西都没有可能代替得了。除了拜访，还有圣经比赛、避静营、生活营、集训营、培训营、中秋晚会、圣诞晚会等等。。再等等。

• 甚至是我现在的男朋友

我不能说世界上的好男人已经绝种，可是我遇到的朋友都每天跟我说：“世界上的好男人已经绝种了的啦”　或者　“很难可以再找一个好男人”　之类这样的话。我真的很谢谢天主，谢谢你的安排，谢谢你显奇迹，让我遇到了一个。玫瑰公青让我遇到一个别人口中说的好男人，一个疼我的好男人，一个我父母、我阿嫲、我舅舅阿姨都觉得满意的好男人、一个让我能第一次谈恋爱谈到很放心的好男人、一个看着我长大，带着我长大，等着我长大的好男人。

玫瑰公青不是全国冠军，可是在我心里，他是全世界冠军，而且还拿了几连冠了。玫瑰公青没有全国团队精神冠军，可是我们的团结并不是表面，是在我们的心里。玫瑰公青没有坤成管乐团那么优秀，我们不会吹乐器，不会音调，但是我们会轻唱歌曲来赞美天主，歌颂它朝拜它。玫瑰公青没有团歌，可是我们有很多很多不一样且又好听的营歌来激起我们的归属感。

我觉得“上天自有安排”这句话是对的。所有的事情都是命中注定的。我命中注定会失去一个坤成管乐团，也命中注定换回

我的第二个家 -- 玫瑰公青

CLINIQUE!!

First to tell that I'm really a girl who is craving so much to be a Clinique user. WHY?? Because Clinique is the one of the best skin care products I know so far. Of course there are more outside yet I have mentioned ' I know so far '. I'm craving for Clinique but I don't use it because

1. I'm not born in a rich family, my parents won't let me waste money in such things
2. I'm still a student and I don't earn money myself
3. I have a very nice, loving and caring boyfriend, but I don't own him, I have no right to force him buy things for me. *of course I will mention. haha. XD

so, those reasons always stop me from being a Clinique user.

Maybe God heard me!!! I'm so lucky. I went to Mid Valley on 16th Feb, Friday, also the day we went down way to Johor to attend his sister's wedding on Saturday. Clinique has a road show in Mid Valley North Court, and guess what???

 HE BROUGHT ME THERE!!?

Tell you something. Everytime when I mentioned Clinique to my bf, he always ignored me or say'哎呀，真的有这样好咩？不要想啦！自己又没有能力买。and bla bla bla bla.....' . ALWAYS! EVERYTIME!  I'm very serious. But this time he is so different. Totally different!! Shocked man!

Some of the Cliniqie promoters kept on asking me to have a try on their cosmetics and did a test to test about my skin type. After the test, only I know that my skin is dry combination type. After the testing, here goes the make up. Let the photos do the talking. :)

Me and the make-up artist, Mable. The make-up is fine and simple. I love it and I think it suits me. I love it and I'm lovin it MORE!!!!

I seldom use ruse words but I really wanna say that

I'M F*CKING IN LOVE WITH CLINIQUE!!
I PROMISE I WILL OWN THEM ONE DAY!!

Happy Valentine's Day 2012

情人节相信是每个情侣们心中一直期待的日子，因为除了在生日当天、或圣诞节当天、或一些比较特别的节日当天有礼物收，有好料吃，有小惊喜出现之外，另外就是情人节了。情人节其实没有什么很大不了的节日，只是不知道从哪一个时代开始出现的节日，可是也因为这个没有什么大不了的节日，让身边的人又充满着欢笑，让身边的人在这一天内感到温馨。

我还在坤成的时候，尤其是我们还在纯女班的那一届，把情人节视为很重要，很难得的日子。因为一大早进到班上，都会看见自己的座位有一大堆的巧克力，或者是糖果，又或者是那些甜甜的东西就对了。因为我们知道，我们坤成纯女班的都不会有男生送我们糖果或巧克力，所以为了不让大家在情人节的时候觉得孤独，我们每个人都会给自己的好朋友送上那些巧克力和糖果。可是我现在毕业了，已经不是坤成的学生了，以后上了大学，也不能很期待会有人在我的座位上放巧克力。不过，还好我今年的情人节还过得不错，因为我有我的哈尼(Honey)。

我没有想过在今年的情人节会有收到真花、饰品、巧克力。这个真的是我的心底话。因为每次当他有准备什么惊喜给我的时候，我都会从他的举动知道，我都一定会猜到他有不对劲。可是不懂我是不是老了叻，我并没有发现我的哈尼有什么不对劲，又或者有什么事情瞒着我，我可以说他今年真的隐藏得很好 :) 我很懒得打字了，我会一一在照片旁边说明。

ENJOY! <3

This was taken before heading out for dinner at Sunway Giza Mall. My outfit of the day was just simple: long sleeves from PDI, jeans skirt from PS at Timesquare. Simple but I'm lovin it!

A pinky wrapping of a love-shaped chocolate as a apologise, because he was late that day, and he gave me a little surprise when I first step into his car.

We chose Sunway Giza to have dinner was actually we wanted to have dinner at Fullhouse, but Fullhouse was fulled with couples and we were told to queue up for another 30minutes, and of course I believed that their food will be served within hours, so we went to another Italian restaurant, named 

D'ITALIAN'E KITCHEN

Don't be curious, this is the rose bouquet he gave me at the car park. 

This Italian restaurant was quite fast. We were being served to Table 43 within 15minutes.

Honey with the menu

They have nice and romantic decorations special for Valentine's Day maybe because they had already knew that that day will be a lot of customer coming to their restaurant.

Me with the bouquet and a very sweet smile. Haha XD
Okay, I wanted to tell here that I were pretty shy to hold the bouquet from the car park to Fullhouse, from Fullhouse to d'italiane kitchen. I felt so embarrassing holding such a big bouquet, everyone was staring at me that day. I rejected him when he asked me to hold the bouquet since he surprised me when I'm standing beside the car 'boot'. But he said:"一生人一次,你以为只有你有花收啊?可能全部人都有那花叻?"
Then only I agreed to take it, BUUUUUUUTTTT!! Seriously, NO COUPLES WERE HOLDING FLOWERS OR BOUQUET, AND!!!! THEY WERE ALL STARING AT ME MAN!!!
so shhhhhhyyyyyy........ =.=''

The apple juice

Seafood Pizza

Jumbo Lamb Shank

The little boy was so excited!!

Desserts--Triple Chocolate Banana

Yea, I was wearing specs that day!

US <3

Last but not least, a little surprise after the dinner-----MON MEILL

with a card together :)

有些人会说：“如果你选到对你好，爱你，会讲甜言蜜语，会逗你开心的人，每天都会是情人节啦。”我也赞成哪！是没有错的嘛。如果自己选对了人，每天甜蜜蜜，那就真的是每天都过情人节。

Honey, I have a happy Valentine 2012. Thank you for everything!
I really hope that we can be together in the coming years and years..
I love you