Appreciate Life

Ahh..Thank God I'm back to my bloggie!
I have been experiencing a lot these while. I guess my friends wouldn't have known this that I'm actually gonna leave this world yesterday night if I'm not struggle enough.
I had a serious food poisoning yesterday. A very very super serious food poisoning.
I had food poisoning on three day ago but I wasn't in that pain and headache and faint and whatsoever.
Yesterday morning, I felt something was going wrong to my stomach, I wasn't that sure until I had a diarrhea and vomit non-stoply.
Then, my mum called up my dad to pick me for doctor. I couldn't even sit nor stand.
I was just crawling from my bed to my study table to get my phone, just to get my phone to phone him up.
I didn't even know how to walk with that serious pain.
I was pressing my stomach so tightly and keep on telling him to come back from the campsite.
He was so worried about me and I could feel that his heart is bleeding and crying as if he really knows my pain. Haha. (*hope that I wasn't wrong that moment)
I kept on crying in pain and after crying for so long, I stopped and slept like a baby while he was still on the phone accompanying me.
For so long that I had waited for my dad to come and pick me, he keep on calling me every half an hours to make sure I'm still in a state of awake, not fainted, or else, I'm done with it.
I struggled for almost 3 and a half hours, my dad finally reached home and sent me to the clinic.
I got an injection of stop vomiting and some medication, then went home.
I don't feel any changes after examined by the doctor, but worst than before.
Guess what?? Stomach cramp! The worst part ever.
I called up honey again and told him I was serious in pain. I kept telling him to come back to KL because I really need him that moment, I couldn't stand any longer.
My mum walked up and saw me sitting at the corner crying in pain. Again to the clinic and got another injection. This time it really stopped but it is only shown in today's morning.
The doctor said that I was dried out and my gastric broke out simultaneously. The second injection really saved me from these. I would have died because of dry out if I had not been examined earlier. The doctor said if I didn't seem any better this morning, I must be sent to the hospital for drip.
When I reached home, my mum didn't sleep well. She woke up every hour to pour 100plus and water for me to keep my body hydrate and energetic.
And Thank God, I'm here now!

To my mum, I have nothing more to say but a THANK YOU that she has really worried about me for the whole day and night.

To my honey,
Sometimes I do feel disappointed because of his absent when I'm suffered with something, but now I don't think I will, because this food poisoning made me realise that he always wanted to be with me when I'm feeling unwell, he always wanted to be by my side whenever I'm sad and he just really couldn't make it. He had tried his very best to make me feel comfortable. And for what he had done for me, I seriously appreciate it much.

I didn't know what I had eaten wrongly, the only thing I know now is Life is a precious thing to appreciate. If you don't appreciate nicely, when it's gone, it will never come back. And also appreciate those who are important to you and those who care  for you a lot. Think back people, you don't actually deserve their cares or tears or anger, but they still have these feelings on you. It's just simply meant that you are just so important to them. Maybe not the one who stands for the first place, but at least there's still a place for you in their hearts. Life is precious, and people are made to be loved. Do appreciate.

Have a nice day ahead!