♥ ELLEN ♥

2011 is gonna end!

2011-12-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

It's December and it's a merry month for everyone of us I guess.

A great Merry Christmas wishing to everyone here.

I had a great nice relaxing trip with my church friends.

I enjoyed my Christmas eve, Christmas day and Christmas week with my loved ones.

2 days left and we gonna step into Year2012.

I could see on facebook that everyone is soooooo looking forward to have a new year, seems like they are very happy to know that they are growing.

Yea, when a new year comes, of course we gonna set some new aims for ourselves to achieve, so that in the new year, we can learn something and get some improvements.

I won't be listing them out here, just keep it as a secret and achieve them step by step myself. I really hope I can do it.

I don't want to type a long post here, just pass by to say 'HI' and send my wishes to my friends and anyone who is viewing this, hope that you people really enjoy your Year 2011.

Remember!! For not to let yourselves feel regret, the last day of 2011, 31 December, invite your friends and buddies or loved ones out for dinner or supper, countdown together. Since I have spoke this way, meant that I am going to have a date with my babe this coming Saturday with his friends too!! *excited!*

Last but not least,

Appreciate those who pass by your life in 2011, thanks to those who treat you bad or well in 2011.

Have a nice day ahead people!

Bye. Good night. God Bless.

Ipoh Trip Pictures

2011-12-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

Appreciate Life

2011-11-27T19:15:00.001+08:00

Ahh..Thank God I'm back to my bloggie!
I have been experiencing a lot these while. I guess my friends wouldn't have known this that I'm actually gonna leave this world yesterday night if I'm not struggle enough.
I had a serious food poisoning yesterday. A very very super serious food poisoning.
I had food poisoning on three day ago but I wasn't in that pain and headache and faint and whatsoever.
Yesterday morning, I felt something was going wrong to my stomach, I wasn't that sure until I had a diarrhea and vomit non-stoply.
Then, my mum called up my dad to pick me for doctor. I couldn't even sit nor stand.
I was just crawling from my bed to my study table to get my phone, just to get my phone to phone him up.
I didn't even know how to walk with that serious pain.
I was pressing my stomach so tightly and keep on telling him to come back from the campsite.
He was so worried about me and I could feel that his heart is bleeding and crying as if he really knows my pain. Haha. (*hope that I wasn't wrong that moment)
I kept on crying in pain and after crying for so long, I stopped and slept like a baby while he was still on the phone accompanying me.
For so long that I had waited for my dad to come and pick me, he keep on calling me every half an hours to make sure I'm still in a state of awake, not fainted, or else, I'm done with it.
I struggled for almost 3 and a half hours, my dad finally reached home and sent me to the clinic.
I got an injection of stop vomiting and some medication, then went home.
I don't feel any changes after examined by the doctor, but worst than before.
Guess what?? Stomach cramp! The worst part ever.
I called up honey again and told him I was serious in pain. I kept telling him to come back to KL because I really need him that moment, I couldn't stand any longer.
My mum walked up and saw me sitting at the corner crying in pain. Again to the clinic and got another injection. This time it really stopped but it is only shown in today's morning.
The doctor said that I was dried out and my gastric broke out simultaneously. The second injection really saved me from these. I would have died because of dry out if I had not been examined earlier. The doctor said if I didn't seem any better this morning, I must be sent to the hospital for drip.
When I reached home, my mum didn't sleep well. She woke up every hour to pour 100plus and water for me to keep my body hydrate and energetic.
And Thank God, I'm here now!

To my mum, I have nothing more to say but a THANK YOU that she has really worried about me for the whole day and night.

To my honey,
Sometimes I do feel disappointed because of his absent when I'm suffered with something, but now I don't think I will, because this food poisoning made me realise that he always wanted to be with me when I'm feeling unwell, he always wanted to be by my side whenever I'm sad and he just really couldn't make it. He had tried his very best to make me feel comfortable. And for what he had done for me, I seriously appreciate it much.

I didn't know what I had eaten wrongly, the only thing I know now is Life is a precious thing to appreciate. If you don't appreciate nicely, when it's gone, it will never come back. And also appreciate those who are important to you and those who care for you a lot. Think back people, you don't actually deserve their cares or tears or anger, but they still have these feelings on you. It's just simply meant that you are just so important to them. Maybe not the one who stands for the first place, but at least there's still a place for you in their hearts. Life is precious, and people are made to be loved. Do appreciate.

Have a nice day ahead!

关于皮肤过敏/敏感的知识

2011-10-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

什么是皮肤过敏？

皮肤过敏是指使用了护肤品后，皮肤会有轻微的红、肿、痛、脱皮、粉刺、暗疮爆发等现象。从细胞的生理分析，我们知道皮肤是由无数的细胞组成，每一个细胞都有吸收与排泄的作用，即新陈代谢的功能。皮肤过敏其实是皮肤新陈代谢、排毒过程的表现。皮肤过敏可以分为一、“良性过敏”，二、“恶性过敏”，三、“错误使用过敏”，四、“食物过敏”。

什么是“良性皮肤过敏”？
两性皮肤过敏，是指使用如产品质地优良，原料对皮肤有益不含毒素的护肤品，而产生了上述的皮肤过敏反应，也就是新陈代谢反应是正常的、良好的。是所使用的护肤品对皮肤细胞产生了作用，吸收与排泄作用和加速血气循环作用；皮肤细胞吸收营养成分后，将细胞内的毒素废物和死亡的细胞排泄出去。
若使用的护肤品营养成分差，功效低或无，产生皮肤过敏现象相对地少或无。因无效无害，对皮肤不产生作用的缘故。

产生良性皮肤过敏的原因？

皮肤质地较差者，或以向来没有保养和照顾皮肤者，一旦使用营养丰富的护肤品就会产生新陈代谢加速，营养过盛，引起似“进补”不适应的，皮肤细胞不适应现象；产生营养过盛的过敏，这是正常的“良性过敏”。
以前使用了劣质的、含有毒素的化妆品（如一些祛斑、美白霜等），造成皮肤已中毒者，一旦改用了品质优良的产品，产品发挥“排毒”作用，将潜伏在皮肤细胞内的毒素排泄出去，就会产生排毒性的过敏，也是属于“良性过敏”。有良性过敏者一定要有自信和耐心使用优良的产品，大约一周后这种过敏的现象就会消失，皮肤的新陈代谢就会恢复正常和美丽。

什么是“恶性过敏”？

采用了质地恶劣、含有水银、铅、汞、碘等重金属的化妆品者，其漂白祛斑作用很快，但副作用也很快。经常使用含毒素的化妆品会使皮肤中毒，脸上会出现黑斑，被阳光照射后会更明显，这就是“恶性过敏”。使用者要马上停止使用这种不良的护肤品，因长期使用毒素会通过皮肤，深入体内伤害身体健康。

什么是“错误使用过敏”？

未按照说明书的正确方法使用，错误使用或贪速效过分过量食用，造成皮肤焦黑、严重肿痛，脱皮的“错误使用过敏”。错误使用过敏者应暂时使用性质温和清凉护肤品，待皮肤恢复后，再正确地先少量后逐步增加使用有关产品。

什么是“食物过敏”？

因食激素含能量过高的海鲜或含细菌不新鲜的食物，促进产生皮肤过敏，称为“食物过敏”。但往往有些人忽略了食物也会造成皮肤过敏的实事，而偏面地错误地归罪于当是所使用的品质优良不含任何毒素的产品。

我是一个不漂亮的女生，但是希望有个漂亮的皮肤。我真的很希望可以有一脸漂亮皮肤。我看到上面的文章以后，我就告诉自己一定要漂亮一次，一定要好好照顾自己的脸，好好保养，让自己美一次。这样的想法应该不会太过分吧？怎么说自己也是个女生啊。因为漂亮的皮肤可以让我出去见人，就算在没有自信，漂亮的皮肤也能让我感到自豪。好吧！就给自己一个挑战！我要在我的宝贝帅哥“出狱”之前把自己的皮肤保养好，让他出来之后，可以看到美美的我，好吗？就这样决定吧！好了！我要睡美容觉了。晚安啦

Trials end

2011-09-29T22:53:00.001+08:00

Hi babes!! Before I start my story, please allow me to have a big big big shout here.

"AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Happy to say that I ended my trials today!!!! My last paper was Higher Maths and guess what? The whole class has a super big reaction just the minute we handed up the papers. It was super duper hyper 'easy', ya, i know, that why it's called 高级数学. okay, skip that topic. No more trials' grandmother stories will be in this blog post now!

As you can see my face is really really really bad. My face popped out with 7 pimples a day!

"You gotta be kidding me!" some of you might think, but YES!! 7 pimples a day. How could it be?

Actually the story began here, I finished my English paper on Tuesday and the next day's paper was Malay, so I was thinking that maybe I could have a rest and get my face a facial mask so that it can look nicer or more 'freshable', and who knows? The mask was expired and I only knew it after I used it. I don't fully blamed that mask, and also blaming myself at the meanwhile. I have not been having a nice, good, punctual sleep since my trials started. I have to study till late night and wake up in the wee hours to continue my studies. Sounds like I was so hardworking man, haha, but when the results are out, we'll see how then. Ya, that's how my face became like that.

Oh ya, honey has gone into NS camp. I accompanied him and together with his 3rd brother, Carlo, to his campsite. The place is so 'ULU' and we looked for it for a long time, only then we reached there. I miss him so much, seriously miss. I couldn't talk to him on the phone, couldn't msg him, couldn't see him. I totally couldn't get any contact to him. You wouldn't know how I wish to throw my books or even burn them, how I wish to be inside the camp, how I wish to hug him tight tight and tight. I am worry about him, hope he will not fall sick or injure, hope everything is fine. I'm waiting for him to come back.

The 2 photos above were taken at Star Village. The food there was extremely expensive but worthy.

I think we should try something like this once in a life time, especially when we're young, because when it comes to old age, you wouldn't know there is such thing you can eat or not.

While we were having our meal, we were thinking to come next time with Chris and Magdeline. So, are you two okay with it?? =)

I should end my post now. So I end it up with this picture which he took down for me to encourage me during my trials. Thank you. Honey, you take care!

I'm still waiting for you ^^

It's my time

2011-09-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hi again. I edited my photo by using the application that I downloaded from Android and the editing are so adorable. I love it.
Oh ya, I'll be off here from today till the day I finish my trials.
I'm stress but nobody knows I am.
I feel insecure because I have not finish studying what I have to.
I am really really scare because I know I have to take it serious.
SUEC is not easy like how I thought it is to be in the past.
But there is no time for me to turn back, I have chose the way, I have to finish it.
I hope everything goes well. Everything is good.

Oh, share a little thing with you, I love reading quotes these recent. I love it is simply because they give me strength and courage after reading them. Nice words, nice sentences, nice meaning make me feel like I have a nice life.
Here goes :

No one can go back and make a brand new start, however anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
Being a FEMALE is a matter of birth. Being a WOMAN is a matter of age. But being a LADY...that's a matter of choice.
Don't fall in love with someone you can live with, fall in love with someone you can't live without.
In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away.
My life isn't perfect, but it does have perfect moments.
Some of life's best lessons are learned at the worst times.

yea, that's all for today. I will post more quotes up here in the upcoming blog article. Because I think it's good to share a nice quote here. And this is my blog, I don't have to care for people's sight on what i'm doing. I can do what I feel like doing. It's so free to have a blog.

And thanks to blogger, my stress decrease after typing everything here. My blog is my diary, I want to mark down every single moments in my life so that I could recall my things someday in the future. My life becomes more meaningful and amazing and fun. Oh yeah!!!

Gotta get into studies now. Bye fellows!!

Random

2011-09-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

me holding Chatime

Jogoya Dinner

2011-09-11T09:15:00.000+08:00

Hi September and hi people. Sorry for not updating my blog for don't know how many 94863217434536237148728623years. I have been so so so so so busy with my studies these recent. Why, it is because I am going to have my trials in less than 1 week time. Bless me please.

Okay fine, trial's revisions are really killing me and I am thinking of doing something that can make me feel comfortable and not stress at all which is updating my blog, Looking at the photos which are taken with honey boy I feel good and happy. As you know that sometimes if we feel stress or sad or disappointed, nothing can make you feel better except for someone who mean so much for you, right? ^^

We went to Jogoya Dinner to celebrate my belated birthday at Starhill. Wonderful night with him. He came and picked me after work and we straight away headed to Starhill for dinner. I'm tired of typing so maybe I will just let the pictures do the talking.

The first shot of the day

yummy food...omg..feel like eating now...

me with the salmon..

seafood with tomyam soup

the snails

I couldn't recall this..

the small boy...heart him so much..

i was being snapped when eating

yeahoo..my food..><" yummy yummy!!!

ahhhaaa..

my love

lamb

the suffering face after drinking cocktail. tak boleh tahan.

ice-cream from Haagen-Dazs and New Zealand Natural

The Jogoya look..

The last dished I had in Jogoya..strawberry and mango sorbet.

Time to go..

It's a beautiful night. Thanks a lot honey.

Take a rest

2011-08-17T21:44:00.002+08:00

I am busy busy busy, I can only finish all the projects by tomorrow.

I miss my bloggie. I want to update my blog but unfortunately I really don't have the time to do so.

I have lots to update. Bloggie!!!

I promise to myself to update my blog within this week.

It's a MUST!!!

I will update I promise!!

And, I'm now at honey's house doing computer project.

Finally, I'm done with it. So excited ><"

I learnt a quote yesterday and I wanna share it here:

When something is broken, fixed it. If you don't know how, learn. If you're not willing to learn, don't complain about it. If it can't be fixed, accept it, and MOVE ON!

I read one today too, it was:

Just because you think your way is right, doesn't mean all people must follow your way.

By the way, share a happy thing with you guys:

I'm going to Jogoya dinner tomorrow evening with honey Cyril. Stay tune for tons of photos. hehe..

So hope you people enjoy your day too ya!!

Love you guys so much!! :)

Good night!!

Have a sweet time playing with Ann's LemeCam

2011-08-08T20:26:00.012+08:00

This should be update long long time ago but I really don't have the time doing it. I am quite fussy with my stuff these recent. Projects are piled up like a Mt Everest, homework are all over my study table, class test is like 'Oh no', 'woman week' again plus the weather is freaking hot here. Looks like everything is not going smoothly. Nevermind, I am trying my best to get rid of these 'little things'.

Okay, I hanged out with the lovely ones, but Mye Ji Shyan didn't make her promise that day. We still continued with our plan, and again Kuan has gone back to her hometown and we couldn't meet up with her in this gathering. Pictures taken without Kuan are like not accomplished yet. We used to take photo together like how the pictures are shown below.

I miss those days. So, please Lee Su Kuan, don't you ever try to play hide-and-seek with us in the next gathering. We'll make it until you are here.

We hangout and played with Ann's iPod touch which also has the Leme Cam application. To tell you guys, if you really own an iPhone or iPod touch, you should get this Leme Cam into yr iPhone or iPod touch. It can capture funny, pretty photos with yr loved ones and it's result is really amazing. The feeling is so different when you look into it. Here is some of the result. I hope some of you might love it. (Not the people inside but the results!!)

In the car and I'm the driver for sure

Pepper Lunch @ Pavilion

while waiting for the meal..playing with Leme Cam..

meet with my sweeties, Envoy Elaine Ellen

they are looking really nice, aren't they?

this is one of the installation in Leme Cam, Fish-eye.

my heel is sucks! I walked till my legs hurt that day. It's really painful but I have no idea but to put on plaster.

Chatime @ Pavilion we were at

Grass Jelly and House Blended Coffee

Lastly, special thanks to Ann for the editing. They are nice! I love it much. Thanks a lot.

That's for today! Good night peeps!

*Lee Su Kuan, waiting for you a!!!!

Update Update

2011-08-08T13:40:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Famine30. Tiring and hurgry of course.

I have reeeaaaaally lots to update.

Will be back soon.

Have a nice day people!

Finally

2011-08-03T19:51:00.003+08:00

我终于都等到了

The day that I waited for so long has come

A year has passed

and

He finally came back

Thank God ♥

抛开一切事，我能吗？

2011-07-28T20:23:00.004+08:00

现在的我有种想要抛开一切事情的冲动。我不想去理会，不想去管，更不想去看、去听、去知道。发觉我自己变得很奇怪……为什么要这样呢戴义莲？其实你现在已经过得很幸福了。我一直都是这样安慰自己的。我很想出去，很想离开这里，抛下一切事，去到一个没有人知道我的地方，做一些自己喜欢的事情。不会有约束，不会有唠叨，轻轻松松做个自己。就算外面的世界很复杂，很困顿都好，就只是想要自己一个人走。一个人……一直都是一个人……不想带有一个伴，因为想到，自己麻烦就好了，不要拖另一个人下水。我很清楚知道我有一个很爱我的他，但是还是不能，绝对不能。我很想找个出路发泄心情，虽然一直到现在，我还不知道到底有什么事情正在困扰着我，但是我很想找个出路让自己发泄。我希望自己可以是一个女强人，自己能决定自己的事，不用靠别人。我听过一位长辈说过：“我做事从来不后悔。就算后悔了，我也要让自己觉得不后悔。”听了后，我也告诉自己要变成这一种人，做一个果断的人，做一个不重感情的人，做一个不需要顾及身边事物的人，这样我就不会被这些食物把我给吊起来。被吊起的感觉真的很辛苦，可是…谁懂呢？我也听过一位长辈说过：“伤心想要掉泪时，要忍，把泪往肚子里吞，不能在别人面前掉泪。”若我成了这种人，我只能说我真的太厉害了。因为，我还未能到那种境界，怎么办好？只要我成了那种人，我就能成女强人，对吧？最近领悟了一些事，一直提醒自己绝对不会再犯同样的错。最终我在此要奉劝每一个女人：绝对不能靠男人过活。无论未来发生什么事都好，答应自己一定要成为一个事业型的女人。要有赚钱能力。我的赚钱能力是指你可以是一个家庭主妇，但是你也要有自己的part time job。不能让自己游手好闲，因为这是很不健康的。

最后，我想在这里高喊一次：我想抛开一切事，我想透一口气啊！

260711

2011-07-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

I miss you so much a..

come back fast please..=)

Primary Gathering 001 - Steamboat & Snowflake

2011-07-24T20:46:00.011+08:00

The more photos I have posted up here, the more I miss them. I really miss them. First, I have to tell that, the friendship between me and my primary friends is really good built up since we studied together at a same school in the same class for almost 3years time if I'm not mistaken of that.

We still organize a lots of gathering to meet up everybody so that we won't forget each other though we are now at different places. We always feel like looking different to others every time we meet up because yea, we are still in the process of growing. We have grown up, from little naughties to handsome guys, from little princesses to pretty ladies. (I don't mean myself, but maybe a little bit won't mean I am too much for it, right?)

I really miss you girls. Remember the 10sisters? Sounds many huh? Yea, there are 10 of us. 10 of us are really really really great great best best friends ever when we were in primary school. You wouldn't have expected how good we were. I remember 10 of us always went down to the canteen during the 2nd recess together, queued up together before walking into classes, sat together during the BM lesson. Lots of memories...

Okay, we success to organised a steamboat gathering on the 16th July at Steamboat Restaurant Ho Ho at Sri Petaling. Enjoyed our steamboat, chit-chatting, smiling, laughing...the whole restaurant is so noisy because of us.

Mun Yee got her iphone4 a few days before we gathered and she was trying on it, to make sure the functions are all going smooth. Taking nice photos with friends.

Here comes the eating time. Everyone came and we have stopped taking photos and started our dinner time. I was so hungry, acting like a hungry-ghost that night. I couldn't stop myself when having steamboat, because it is too yummy for me.

waiting for the soup to boil....

While we are waiting, photos time came back again. This is Alvin and Ellen. He looked like gangster or samseng like that, his hair is so so so long, everyone advised him to cut off. It's too long la...

the next guy, Kee Shin. He changed a lot at his external look, the mostly thing he has not change is that laughing sound. If he laughed, I laughed, his laughing is really like......you know woodpecker? It's really funnay......

the girls. kindly introduce to you, from the left: Pei Wei, Mun Yee and Vivian

the girls group picture

they were playing this with their iphone4

Second favorite, Snowflake. Who doesn't like eating snowflake? Hardly to find one nowadays. In Malaysia, everyday is like having sauna though after raining, the weather is still like the same. So, Snowflake will be antidote to this terrible weather. It's very cooling. I went to queue up for order and they kept taking photos ><"

the one who was sitting beside Mun Yee is Emily

Vivian and Poi Yi

babes....

The guys look silly in this picture. They are forced to do that. haha

After Snowflake..photo shooting time....say Hi and Bye to my pri-friends..

nice and sweet photos taken by iphone and htc phone. I miss you people. Hope to have more gathering soon!!!!

Yea, I miss my boy. Long time no see him le......=(

Happy 34th Anniversary to RYCS

2011-07-23T20:30:00.010+08:00

Sorry that I have to say I am quite lazy in typing now, just came back from a gathering with my friends just now. Time flies fast, I need to rush all my blog post before the events are getting too far from its date.

Yea, RYCS day was already 3weeks past, sorry for my late, but at least I'm not blogging this out after the July month. We had a tiring but wonderful day. I love them so much. So maybe I will give my words together with the photos.

This was taken randomly by the photographer before the mass began. They are one of the RYCS members too.

That day I was the 领经员 and I was singing for the 答唱咏 too.(sorry that my english is really bad, but still in the improvement. so please considerate.) hehe..

The mass has began and the person in charge of the projector was preparing.

The priest of our church is coming in now...

I really have no idea what's so funny there.

The four handsome

discussing..

Oh yea, we consecrated candles, flowers, bible and cake to our Jesus for His blessings.

Pictures are down here...

During the mass.... we sing as loud as we can

we spend time with God, pray to Him sincerely as how He listen to us every time

we care for each other..

Here comes the group picture of RYCS. Nice shot!!

the committee members

birthday songs...

blessing song from everyone of us...

Happy family we are!!

the couple..^^

After this, we went to Mid-Valley for a treasure hunt game. Running here and there. OMG!! First time being so damn crazy at Mid-Valley with them. haha.. Enjoy much and this is one of the best ever celebrations in this year.

Thank God that we are still in one.

Thank God for listening to our prayers.

Thank God for being with us.

Thank God for the blessings.

*Hope that those who are not celebrating RYCS Anniversary with us this year will be able to attend in the following year. I really love you people. May God bless all of you who are overseas healthy peace happy always.

Last Day of Zhen

2011-07-21T23:22:00.005+08:00

Actually this was happened on the last day of June, 30th June. I blog out late..teehee..

And yeap, her last day at Kuen Cheng Girls' School, sorry that I have to mentioned strongly, is Kuen Cheng Girls' School. My class is still a so called 'pure-girl class'-----纯女班. I knew her since we were at Junior2, quite admired to her at that time. Haha, what a childish girl.

Yea, many things happened. I don't try to recall them because they have been the past tense and we shall let go now. Things will be different one day in the future, will be not the same as now. Should not be stubborn, shall enjoy life. This is the most important thing. It doesn't matter how it comes or when it goes, just enjoy. Because, this is LIFE!

Anyhow, we did enjoy that day with her very much. After school, we went to pasar malam at night together. I remembered those days. We took a bus and walked there from Central Market. We hold hands to cross the road. We laughed like crazy eventhough we walked until we gasped like hell. Missing those days...haww....

Really miss but I have to be fast right now to blog this out before I head to bed.

She wrote us a card. Photos were taken a lot that day. We celebrated her birthday too. She was surprised and happy, she didn't expect that we would make a surprise for her.

Enjoy the photos.

I am thinking of food now.. Was mentioning lots of lots of food at school with friends recently. Gahh, I need food. I wanna eat and I really really love too. slurpppp....

OMG!! kill me...=.="

Recently me and Upcoming Post

2011-07-17T21:55:00.005+08:00

Gahh...give me a break. I was quite obsessed with a Korean drama, City Haunter 城市猎人 recently. The movie is pretty nice. I watch it because my handsome is one of the 主角, you know 李民浩? My door room is pasting his poster too which I got it free from Etude House when my first time stepped into it. Sound great, doesn't it?

And because of him, I have totally ignored Cyril boy for don't know how many days and hours.

So sorry, but I still love you babe! haha. A photo was taken when I was having skype with him.

I am so lazy to write this now. But, just to let you know the pictures below are the upcoming posts.

Good night again!

RYCS Food Fair

2011-07-14T22:11:00.013+08:00

Hi people. Yea, it's my time to blog out a very precious moment with my loved ones. I mentioned it at the previous post, RYCS food fair. Did I ever mention that I am a Catholic before? I don't think I did. Okay, so let me first begin an introduction before some of you might not know what I'm talking about. RYCS is also mean Rosary Youth Catholic Society, in chinese, we are called 玫瑰公青.

I joined this society 4years ago, I was being introduced into this society by my best friend, Joey Khew. I joined a really big function when I first came in, 世界之光. From that onwards, I became more and more active in this youth club and I really enjoy having time with them.

Ya, I admitted that sometimes we don't show a Catholic role, we do talk somebody's bad words, we argued like non of people business, we throw temple like not showing any respect, these happened are just because we show the real 'US'.

I have gone through some tough moments when about 2years ago, ya, quite a long time ago. I was really sad and totally depressed of RYCS, I felt like hating everyone in it. I was so suffering that no one tried to stand by my side or even understand my feeling, neither friends nor best friends. I was alone and I feel so helpless. I cried like a baby everyday when I reached home and no one knows.

But, I need to greet a big thanks to all of them who hurt me so much. Thank you! Seriously. I learnt from what you guys are trying to teach me. Maybe I was a little bit too much that time and made you people feel like an incredible FREAK I am. Ok, fine, I have gone through it finally. I have a happy life now.

Back to the topic, we do have the happy moments. We laugh like nobody else business, hold hands like couples, hug each other like one big family, learn some gospels from the elders and tolerate each other too. We organised events for our members and play like crazy.

We don't hide our feelings when we are being together. And, this is what I trusted. {*ignored things I mentioned up there because I was different that time =) }

RYCS food fair is a really big event in our church and a touching time for us, because you will find that some of our members who have not shown up for a long time will suddenly appear in front of you. When we saw them, we were like shocked and stunned for a few seconds.

A beautiful Sunday morning made everything looks perfect. All of us gathered outside the church waiting for the key holder, Uncle Brian to come and open the gate for us. We were busy getting all the food out of the car and to the canteen. Then, we prayed before we started doing things.

The dog was welcoming us.

These were the materials that we gonna use to cook fried rice and spaghetti

drinks

Pictures below are the teamwork we have together. We were being allocated to different groups so that works can be done efficiently and fast! And together we did this, we named it TEAMWORK.

These are the tomatoes that are being cut by Sophia, RYCS president. Don't they look fresh and yummy? By the way, they were used to cook as a spaghetti dressing.

Did I ever mention that I love being with RYCS? If yes, fine. If not, then I'm going to tell now. RYCS is really like a second family to me. As I mentioned up there that we don't hide our feelings when we are together. We show the real us but not only between RYCS members, even those who are part of us, our church members（教友）.

I love looking at their smiling faces, they look so beautiful and handsome with their smiles on their faces. When I see those smiling faces, my heart feels so warm. And, I know that my heart is overwhelmed by God's love.

Lastly, we were trying to sell off the food. So we did mobile selling group so that the food can be sold off faster. We sold the food to those who are rushing somewhere else and didn't get a chance to visit us at the canteen, this can make them feel like we care for them too, right?

I didn't join them till the event ended because I was rushing to another place which was Mye Ji Shyan's house for our Business Project. Quite tiring but I was happy that day.

From the picture below I know that they have a massage section. If I did know that, I wouldn't have gone to my friend's house first =( sad case..

RYCS rocks!! I really love you people!!

Done with an article now. Need to upload another one. I have lots of event in July.

It's time to head to bed now. 'He' is like waving hand to me and calling me to rush into his comfy chest!

Good night peeps!

And, by the way, thanks Anna for being the photographer that day.

"Anna, you are perfect. Do you know that?"

Love you!

Yea, the incredible freak I am

2011-07-07T20:12:00.006+08:00

I was driving and camwhoring

*What a gigantic hand I have*

haha

I'm facing something really tough now. It is very confusing and makes me feel so bad. I need you my Father to guide me where I suppose to go and what I suppose to choose. I know this is really a challenge to me and I have to go through it. I believe I can do this with my prayer. I hope that I really can.

I can really do this.

I have to follow my way, I have to go through it no matter how hard.

I have to find my way out from here. I have to trust in everyone and also those who are supporting me. I have to.

If I say I can do it then I can do it.

Yes, I can do it.

Please allow me to say this:

The Es' Day

2011-07-01T20:30:00.011+08:00

Sorry girls for not blogging our photos up here in June. And sorry for kept you waiting for so long. I didn't really have the time to update our photos as you I was having an arduous time during June, the 2nd term exam. That was really killing me, but thank god I'm still here now.

Exam had already passed and I need to blog out more about my stories because there'll be more upcoming events in this July, such as Cyril boy is coming back tomorrow (*teehee), food fair which will be organize at my Holy Rosary Church, RYCS day, steamboat gathering with primary school friends and so on. Okay, damn lot man.

And so, before blogging all those events, I need to blog this out first, The Day of The Three Es'. Maybe quite some of you might be curious why 3 E's is because our name started with the alphabet "E", Ellen Elaine Envoy Ann. That's the story. I know it sounded ridiculous but it's our day anyhow.

Ann and I had extra business classes at school that day, but I drove to school. So after school, I fetched her back to my house to dress ourselves up. We called up Ling and guess what she told us? She had forgotten about this gathering and she just woke up at 11am and we planned to meet up at 12pm. What a joke!

She still afford to meet us at the right time because she used only 15mins to make up and all that stuff then took Lrt train to my place. Isn't she fast? That's my girl Ling.

Okay, stop talking nonsense. Since I got my P license of course I'll be the driver that day and I drove safe. While waiting for Ling to reach my place, camwhoring will be the best tool to kill the time.

Ann and Ellen. Yea, my outfit of the day is a blue singlet and with a blue skinny jean. If I didn't wear prettier or maybe more nice-looking, I might be killed by somebody, Elaine Mun. you know her right? =) peace><"

Finally she reached the Sri Petaling Station. I went to pick her up and of course a picture before starting our journey.

Here we went for our lunch, Padi House. Tell you something, Padi House's food was amazing. The feeling and decoration is just nice, but I think it will be better look if it is at night time. I don't know?

Ann with the menu.

I don't know why I'm looking so happy or funny in this picture. I have totally forgotten what I am laughing at. Super funny.

Ling and Ann

Ellen and Ling. Do we look alike? I don't think so, not as pretty as her.

The food came. This was the 芝士锔蟹肉 (I didn't know how it name in English).

Never regret trying this, really nice.

This was the spaghetti. Sorry for I have forgotten the name too. Ann's dish.

Some photos up here so just enjoy it.

After having lunch, we went to some boutiques for shopping. We shopped a lot but not buying anything, just shopped. I looked tall in the picture below, do I? ^^

Captured some of the ornaments and some Iphone casing. Aren't they look pretty? Shall I need to buy one for Cyril as his casing is commonly looked. Haha. I think he would not want to speak with me anymore if I really did that unless he present his Iphone to me.

Desserts, here I come. Us at Snowflake which is located at Kuchai Entrepreneurs Park. I am sad now because I thought of my snowflake card that we used to collect the chops on it. It's gone! Suddenly gone and I just left one more chop, I can get a free snowflake. I lost it now! *in a bad mood now.=(

me with the beeping UFO

Had a great happy day with my loved ones. Miss Ling so much, not Ann because I will be seeing her again tomorrow and everyday when I go to school, but I love her much too. Looking forward to the next gathering and that time Kuan must join us together. Miss her till the max. Hope that she has finished off all her assignments for now because we had already planned for the next gathering that will be in July. Excited!

Can tomorrow comes faster? I miss my Cyril boy much and I wanna hug him now. He went for Green Lantern with friends just now and enjoying movie right now. Pity me still blogging here.=(

RYCS food fair day is coming soon. Waiting for the next post?=)

Got to go now. Good night peeps!

Tutti Frutti

2011-06-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

That day we attended Cyril's Malay friend's wedding with some of his colleague, Ah Nian and CJ. They were so funny when they were talking, I couldn't stand myself laughing when they talked something silly.

Anyway, my topic now is Tutti Frutti. Cyril brought me to Tutti Frutti maybe because I craved for it so much that time. He always brings me to places that I wanted or hope to go or food that I wanted to eat or dessert I wanted to try. He is really good to me and of course he is really a good guy, I mean boyfriend to me.

As I always say that he treats me like nobody else can do, like a little baby or a princess. He treats my family members nice too. I have to stop giving him positive evaluation so that he won't be too proud in front of people.

Back to here, Tutti Frutti. It is an international soft serve frozen yogurt and has great taste and good nutrition. It has different flavours, like Original, Peach, Chocolate banana, Strawberry and so on, it shows customers whether which is low fat or all sort of things. We can choose own toppings that we like. Cyril chose chocolate chips while I chose fruits like strawberries, longan and blueberry. Very nice but the price is really killing us.

Anyhow, it's camwhore time.

Happy day with my honey. Here ends.

And please stay up for the next post, there will be Three Es' article coming up next.

Stay tuned. Smooches ♥

Last Day at Penang

2011-06-22T21:05:00.013+08:00

We started with a beautiful morning. In that beautiful morning, I received a beautiful surprise which he had made for me, but he didn't really success because he accidentally revealed some of his plans while he was chatting with his buddy, Richie on the phone. Okay, never mind, that day, he made me happy too.

So we went to a small coffee shop which is located at an alley. I have forgotten the name of the state and shop because we were craving for food and waiting excitedly. This place was recommended by Eileen, she told us that we would love the food here. She strongly recommended to us the coffee and toast bread. I trust that everyone of you will love it much and stuck with words when you are having it. It was really nice!

Cyril and I

Ice Milo and the coffee and I have just mentioned and recommended.

Toast

Half-boiled egg

He is doing for me. How good he is.

Now, here goes The Northam Hotel. I didn't know how many stars the hotel is. I just knew that the facilities in this Northam Hotel is perfect. Spa, gym, swimming pool is like a 'oh my god' expression. I regretted for not taking down the photos and quite sad that I didn't get the chance to enjoy the facilities there, because those days were my menstruation, everything ruined up. Hope I can go back one day and never go travelling during my woman periods. It's so inconvenience. Here some photos.

You people know this? Jacuzzi? Heard that before? It was my first time hearing that and it was awesome. He taught me how to start this thing and how to use it and I was quite scare trying it. First time doing that, it was awesome man!

After settled ourselves down, we went out again to find food. Check this out, Ah Pong Kuay. It contains corns and banana. Guess what? There was a woman ordered 1000pieces of Ah Pong Kuay and this caused my honey waited for so long (as the pictures shown below). He was cute, like a good boy. Then, we did try the stall beside which sells Wanton Mee.

We packed the food inside the car. I fed him while he was driving, quite enjoying. We finished off all the food before entering this Toy Museum. Fantastic! We found a lot of toys that we played when we were young and we took a lot of pictures. As my article will be a very long post after putting all the photos. To be honest, I'm lazy too.

We planned to go beach too but couldn't find any beautiful beaches there. This is the only beach where is nearby the Toy Museum and so we went down the car and took some photos. The scenery is nice. Wind is blowing strongly and I miss it now, the weather here is terrible.

Tiring of typing, but this is the only way to write down my memories. :(

We went to New World Park to try out the dumpling that his 2nd sister-in-law told us to. It's a huge one, he liked it and bought 2 dumplings for Charles when we met him up in dinner time.

saw this cute little car and took down

Dinner time, we had seafood. We ate many of them and added on satay. Nice and memorable day. Everything is nice.

I have forgotten the name of this place, but what I knew is it was a temple and the decorations is beautiful.

A day ended again. Last day at Penang.

2nd Day of Our First Trip

2011-06-08T18:58:00.009+08:00

This was the second day. Honey and I decided to go to his 2nd sister-in-law's place to meet her up and the kids! They are so cute and I miss them now. Oh my... Ok, back to the topic. We went there so that honey can mark down the ways to some places like : Kek Lok Si, Bukit Bendera and other places.

While honey was talking to his 2nd sister-in-law, I was enjoyed playing with those kids. I was busy capturing their photos and they are beautiful and cute. Show you people some of their photos.

Before headed to Kek Lok Si, we heard from 二嫂 that there's a stall nearby which sells delicious Asam Laksa and so we went to try then for honey was craving for it so much. We ordered a plate of fried popiah. And, we were not regret after going there because the Asam Laksa is really tasty together with the fried popiah too.

Next station, Bukit Bendera.

Kek Lok Si

The local food that you must really try when you go to Penang, Loh Mee. There are lots of stall which sells Loh Mee, but to find a nice one it's quite difficult. This place was recommended by his friend's on the previous day so we knew it.

Dinner time. We called up Eileen, our church friend to meet up with her and she asked us to join dinner together with them. They bring us to somewhere like 大排档 and we enjoyed our food. Everything was amazing.

Eileen and her boyfie

After having dinner, honey planned to bring me for a movie but we found that every shopping complexes in Penang are closing at 1030pm. At last, honey brought me to Starbucks because I was so annoying until he couldn't stand it. Yay!

Here ends.

1st day of Our First Trip

2011-06-06T13:08:00.007+08:00

Here I'm gonna start my article. Yea, this is our first trip, it was at Penang. Honey and I planned to have a trip long long time ago, we failed several times because of many reasons but I'm lazy to tell here, so just forget about it.

But why Penang? Actually, we were confused too. We thought of going to Melaka, Genting, or somewhere that is nearby but not Penang. Unconsciously, I mentioned Penang, and that was how our trip being planned.

In fact, Penang is my hometown, I often went there at least twice a year because my grandparents stayed there. Since my grandpa passed away in 1998, grandma came to KL after a few years then, so we seldom go back. Another reason was, I have a friend, Eileen who is working at Penang now, I view her facebook photo album and I could see that she enjoy a lot at Penang, so maybe I should consider Penang is a nice place.

We started our journey in the early morning to prevent ourselves from traffic jam. I always know that God gives the most beautiful thing in this world and we could see from here that the sky is splendid. Superb nice! (Opps, I have forgotten to take down the pictures of our breakfast that I made. Nevermind, we'll have more trip in the future, this is only the first time.)

Honey boy was concentrating in his driving while I was busy taking photos. Before starting our journey, I thought of bringing my little teddy that my honey boy presented me on the 18th April, which was the 100th day of us. Honey had to drive ,I brought teddy along with me so that I wouldn't be bored. Isn't it cute? =)

After the 4 hours driving, we had finally reached Penang safely but we were lost. The GPS brought us to the wrong place and we couldn't find our hotel, Tune Hotel. He rang up his friend to guide us the way to Tune Hotel before we were being cheated by some of the 'cheaters'.(if you knew Penang, you would have known what I'm saying)

Tune Hotel is just located next to the New World Park. When we reached there, his friend introduce us some nice local food.

Paesembur, that's what we called rojak in KL. I think paesembur is nicer than rojak because it has something more than rojak. Something like fried squid. I have not seen rojak with fried sqiud in KL. (if you did, leave a message to tell the location so that i can try it some other day)

The next will be 甜仔糕, it named Tee-Kia-Kuey, but most of people there named it as Knyia-Kuey(that's what my honey wrote in his notes, so I just re-write it here XD) It tasted like 龟苓膏. It's awesome nice. Go and have a try there.

Honey boy was checking in.

We rest in the hotel for more than 2 hours. Then, we met up with Charles and Sunny. They brought us to places that are popular with their local food. They are totally different with KL's. Totally Different!(strongly mentioning) You will find it difficult to speak out when you have tried the food there. They are nice! That's my words.

Next station, Straits Quay. A beautiful place to hang around with your love ones. The decorations are adorable and pretty. Follow the photos below and you'll know.

The night view from Straits Quay’s terminal.

Kindly introduce, that was Charles, honey's buddy and his wify, Sunny. She is a very nice and sweet girl. Love to see her dressing. And by the way, they have been together since they were in secondary school, for almost 10years I think. Long time right? Hope that honey and I can be that long too. =)

Nice yachts.

Western food. One of my favourite. Honey ordered a Beef with Black Pepper sauce. Delicious. I heard from Charles that this is quite cheap, or maybe we should say reasonable.

Had a good experience on the first day at Penang. After the supper, we went to hotel to take a rest, then continued with our journey which will be in the next post! Stay tuned!

*smooches<3

Loves from E

I'm alone

2011-06-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

I'm alone now.

Honey went out with friends and I'm here doing CN4 thingy.

Boring but I miss him a lot.

Gahh...

help me please.......

Meet the kids

2011-06-04T19:56:00.005+08:00

A Port Dickson trip which I had the happiest ever with the kids on the 30th April and 1st May. I regret for not bringing my swimsuit, so yes, I couldn't swim and play with those naughty monkeys. They splashed water on me and I was wet every time when they got into the swimming pool. It's okay, I was happy to see them enjoy themselves and with their family. A big thanks to Anna for snapping a lot of beautiful photos and for accompanying me so much in this trip. Had a wonderful time with all of them.

Meet the kids down here.

This is Sean. One of the naughty monkeys.

Angela, the angelic girl but when she plays, everything ruins.

Carmen, the beautiful girl.

Natalie, the sweet and happy girl ever.

Haww, this, Clara, the little gangster (if you know her).

the left one is Jessy, a cute girl.

This is the girl group picture with the sand castle that they built it up with their dads and mums.

They were nice!!

Loves from E

Lazy bum

2011-05-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, I am really a lazy bum. I wanna update my blog but I'm too lazy to do so. Maybe uploading photos really makes feel like dying. It's so sloooooooooooooooooooooow man!! Just a little while more. Stay tune people. Will be right back!! I promise. Have a nice day!

Loves from E

1st day of my little one

2011-05-10T22:42:00.006+08:00

First of all, say a Big 'Hi' to my little cute one, a new family member. His name is Pepper. This picture was taken when my elder brother bathed him. He was wet. Touching him is like a 'eww' feeling. He is in a huge size. Maybe I should name him 'Fat fat', but 'Pepper' is a nice name ever. He was cute and naughty. I played hide and seek, chasing here and there with him the whole evening. I'm tired now. Haha. I am looking forward to see when he grows. And, looking forward to enjoy my everyday with him in the future. *seriously talking: he is really cute. damn cute.

Pepper: Hi everyone.

Thanks daddy for the puppy.

I'm sure that my life will be more interesting because of this puppy.

Loves from E

我还是我？

2011-05-09T20:19:00.003+08:00

洗澡

是一件很开心的事

因为我在洗澡的时候

可以找回一个真实的自己

可以把开心和不开心的东西

对着那些只是与我擦身而过的水珠发泄

它们不会记得我我也不会记得它们

它们陪着我一起笑一起哭

就算我哭得再凄惨我也觉得很放心

因为只有在它们面前我才能一次一次地被敲醒

因为只有在它们面前我数不清自己掉了多少的眼泪

因为只有在它们面前我才有办法让自己最真实的感觉发泄出来

其实我没有想要放弃

可能

我开始觉得

自己已成为了一种负担

可是如果失去了

我也不会去怪谁

因为我明白是自己出了问题

其实一直以来

我一直在失去

对我而言

很重要的东西

我也明白不是一切事都在我的掌控内

可能我真的太愚蠢

愚蠢到没药救的地步了

没关系，反正已经失去了很多很多

所以，就算再失去一个

我

也能够承受得住

现在在这里打出这篇文字的我

还是我吗？

我变了还是我疯了？

I hate but I have to

2011-05-08T21:03:00.003+08:00

Try to feel like living a good and happy life

but sometimes,

I don't think cheating will be the best

or better way to make myself happy

I hate being like this

but

I still know what I'm doing

maybe this will be the only way for me to continue my way

Ellen Tye, must kayao.

You can do it.

No matter what happen, I know I will have You, my Father.

I know I will have You to be by my side.

You are always there, always..

Thank you.

天真的我

2011-05-02T18:17:00.005+08:00

我天真地以为

以为会有又不一样的一天

我天真地以为

以为真的会有那么的一天

或许我的天真

变成了一种愚蠢

是时候放下了吗？

我，

不知道。

Best part of the day

2011-04-30T13:26:00.007+08:00

He fetched back home after my school ended. And after dressing up myself, we went to One Utama for dating then. I went for a movie which was a nice movie named 'Don't go breaking my heart'. The story line was romantic. Was wondering who would have done that for me in the future? =)

After buying the entrance ticket, we went to Shimino原宿. It was just beside the cinema. It was his first time trying, hope that he really like it.

Then we went for a walk to look for restaurant or any places where we could have our dinner later when we finished our movie. We decided to go T.G.I Fridays because I have not tried that before.

Before entering the cinema, we went to buy a fish and chips because I'm really hungry. Fish and chips was a little, it didn't cram my stomach at all.

oh, i'm so sorry but i have to say that i'm really lazy in typing now. my mood is so down now. i don't know why. i feel like jumping into a swimming pool and swim as hard as i can and thinking nothing. if my mind is empty, how good will it be. if my heart is empty, how good will it be. if i have not known you, how good will it be. it is just the only way to let me speak out myself.

honey i miss you

loves from E

Jogathon 2011

2011-04-29T21:46:00.017+08:00

That day was the jogathon day. I had took part in jogathon for 5 years, including this year. And this was my last year of taking part in it. The last year of jogathon that I took part was the only year that I felt extremely happy with it. Honey boy was back on the previous day, he made his promise that he would treat my friends Snowflake because he said that he wanted to thank them for taking care of me when he was not by me side. And of course, he definitely complied what he had promised. I took down some pictures.

The first station, we went to Uncle Duck which is in Time Square. Honey boy was not here yet because he need to attend mass, but he would join us at Snowflake. Will see him later down.

Ying and Ellen

Tung

Tung and Mickey

Ellen and Tung

I didn't take many photos when we were at Uncle Duck because our stomach was craving for food and everyone of us was eating like a 'hungry ghost'.

Then, the second station, here comes Snowflake. Had a wonderful time with the precious one. Ling and Ann came to join us. Ling was the photographer of the day. Every pics was a thousand of credits to her.

here is my honey boy, Cyril

dearest Ling, miss her so much. We don't meet as often as we did because she found her own way at her YTL college. I really miss those days when we were together, Kuan and Ann too.

Ling and Cyril

here is my sweety SueAnn. She was awesome that day. She dressed up herself like a different person and we were so surprised that we almost get ourselves a cold drinks to make ourselves more awake. She was like a little lady.

shy girl....

while waiting, taking photos is the best thing to kill the time.

oh ya, the girl sitting beside Ying was YJ.

three of us. I miss those days.

sea amber jelly, red beans and bestseller. Ya, it's eating time. So, why don't we just let the pictures do the talking? =)

We talked some jokes and he laughed at me. I was shy and I didn't know why. So I was pulling him and told him: 全世界的人都可以笑我，你不可以

haha, suddenly thought of this, I smile.

When we were having it, we saw our friends. They came for snowflakes too and they join us in one table. After taking photos, we quickly finished ours and left so they could have the place.

he was waiting outside the toilet.

that face again..can't stand it...

Okay, after that, Cyril went back to church to have meeting while I drives Ling back to my house to get her the nail polish as she need it so much. Unfortunately, when we reached home, the nail polish was gone and I didn't know where. For apology, I brought her to Jojo Pan Mee which is located at Sri Petaling. She was happy then.

When we were on our way back, we passed a pet shop and we saw this little cute doggie. He looked at us when we took his photo. Aww, how cute...

Great day, it's memorable.

Loves from E

Missing

2011-04-09T21:26:00.008+08:00

This was taken long time ago when I was at Pavilion with my girls and honey. Don't feel like taking any photos recently cause I'm lazy. Didn't know what to do now. I'm waiting honey boy back to his home for skype. He has to work extended hours today, so, I just be a good girl to wait for him. Missing him so much. Always repeating to myself that there are 3months left.

Ok, here, bet you all know about SNOWFLAKE.

Don't be surprise that I have not try snowflake before. Or maybe I could consider yes. The story is like that. One afternoon, I need to stay back at school for a drum practice which we have to perform in front of the school on our school Sports Day. I didn't know they have somebody who are willing to buy snowflake for us and they made a order to the so called somebody who I didn't know who she is. When they were back, everyone had theirs while I was sharing with my friend's one. She knows that I have not try that before so she let me to have hers, with Ann together. How nice she is.

OMG! I miss SNOWFLAKE.

People, it is worth to try it.

Honey, bring me please. I wanna try it again.

Loves from E

十件你生命中无能为力的事

2011-04-03T23:51:00.004+08:00

如果你幸运的看到了这篇文章，那么你将是真的很幸运！因为生活中，并不是只要努力就什么都可以的，不只是你，我们都一样，这篇文章是写给那些正处于烦恼，迷茫中的人，看了这生命中无能为力的十件事后，相信你会懂得很多，放开很多，得到很多！真的！

希望每个看到的人都能够过得开心，幸福！

1 别人的嘲笑

嘴长在别人的身上，耳朵在自己身上，说不说，是他们的事情，听不听，是你自己的事情了,我们要学会微笑的面对这一切。

“不必去理会……”

2 流逝的时间
时间比水流失的还要快，所以想做的事情就去努力，人这辈子，至少自己得对得起自己。

“人生在世，俯仰之间，自当追求卓越，但有尽其所能。”

3 倒向你的墙

也许这面倒向你的墙，让你无法呼吸，也许会让你失去一切，但是如果沉默的接受，那么，倒向你的还是那面墙，如果你挺起肩膀,

抬起头来你会发现很多事情不是向我们想象的那么糟。

“永远不要后退，退到最后无路可退。”

4 没有选择的出身

有人天生的就是王，有人天生的就是贵族，但是很多人天生的就是平凡，这个世界上，没有什么不可以改变的东西，尤其你想改变的话。

“追求一切美好的过程是人生珍贵的财富”

5 莫名其妙的孤

不管达观还是拘谨，无论高贵还是卑微，谁都可能相遇孤独的感觉，常常深深地萦绕在不为人所知的寂寞的情怀中。

“其实是知己难求”

6 无可救药的喜欢

一种很甜的毒药，戒不掉的东西，但喜欢终究是喜欢，不是爱。

“人，一辈子注定了被好多人喜欢，也喜欢好多人。但是选择只有一个。并要忠于这个选择。

爱，又有几个人足够幸运，能够在有生之年，正确的时间，遇到真爱呢？……”

7 无可奈何的遗忘

很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情，就在我们念念不忘的日子里，被我们遗忘了。

人生总是因为有回忆，而多了分美好。

偶尔的回忆胜过永远的想念。毕竟日子是会越来越好的。

8 永远的过去

一秒就成为了下一秒的过去，既然很多东西注定要失去的，那么，我们唯一可以做到的就是不轻易忘记。

“读过一句话--当你总是缅怀过去的时候，证明你现在过的并不好。所以，美好的回忆可以，但绝不留恋。要永远憧憬，永远在现在努力。”

9 离你而去的人

离你远去的人，是他失去了你，不是你失去了他。离开，也许是为了下个路口的更好的重逢。

“离开，生命中注定了太多的离开。”

10 不可避免的死亡

生命是个过程，死亡只是必然的结果，但轨迹是自己的色彩和温度，既然不可避免，那么就更无所畏惧。

“真的希望人是有灵魂的，不要一切皆为虚幻。”

生活中，并不是努力就一定什么都可以。

很多时候，我们也会觉得自己无能为力。

不只是你，也不只是我，大家都一样。

知道时间不可能停留，就没有必要伤春悲秋。

知道感情不可能刻意，就不会为了谁寻死觅活。

知道遗忘总是必然的，就不会为一时的忘却伤感。

知道过去始终是存在的，就没有必要遮掩和炫耀。

知道孤独总是如影随形的，就不会在某一些时刻难以自制。

知道死亡总是在将来的某一刻，就能好好把握现在能做好的。

知道这些，就不必勉强为难自己，心放开了，就什么都好了。

心放淡一点，再淡一点，没有那么多给自己设置的心结，心境也就平和了。

2nd Day at Miri

2011-03-28T20:58:00.010+08:00

Here comes again. The second article when I was in Miri is now posted up here. This was the second day and we went to Niah cave and we were sweat. I love sweating, but it must be after exercising. If I sweat because of standing under the hot sun without doing anything, I hate it. A nice day we had and enjoy everything. We enjoy walking in the jungle, enjoy breathing the clean, fresh air. It's wonderful. Let the pictures do the talking.

we departing to the hotel

after an hour more, here we are--Niah Cave

read the regulations..

my cute little honey boy

walking to the jetty

Ellen and Cyril

his brother, Andrew

everywhere of that place is clean, but slippery because water is everywhere, especially near the stairs or downhills.

After a tiring day, of course we need to head back to our bed. Tiring but interesting experience at Miri. Here ends.

Loves from E

Driving test

2011-03-23T20:57:00.004+08:00

Finally, I passed my driving test yesterday.

And, thanks to my dearest honey for accompanying me for the whole morning. He used to be a piggy when he is in a holiday. He will sleep until he is willing to wake up. Yet, that day he woke up at 8o'clock in the morning and followed me to Bangi where I took my driving test. He is willing to wake up early just to accompany me, and with his motivation, I was able to passed my driving test. I can never ever find anybody who can do everything for me like him.

Thanks honey.

1st day at Miri

2011-03-23T20:17:00.004+08:00

I went to Miri, Sarawak where my honey boy is working at now with his 4th brother, Andrew and his mum. And of course I had a great holiday there. Nope! I should say that whenever I am with him, my life will be interesting. I reached Miri airport at 630pm and honey was waiting for us outside. We went for a perfect dinner after we settled down our things. But I didn't get those photo from him yet. So I just posted up some pictures that we took from his webcam. They are funny and fugly ones.^^

Without him, everything will not achieve. Without him, things will not be meaningful. I know I am too early to speak this out, but it is true that he is my everything for now. And I hope as well as in the future.

Happy White Valentine's Day

2011-03-14T20:56:00.010+08:00

First of all, a big thanks to Anna and Vv here. I was being invited by Anna to Seremban for an outing model shooting event. I accepted it and also with her boy, Vv and together with the two sisters, Joey and Jovien. We met up each other at church and we only realised that all of us wore the same colour, WHITE that day and here I was told by Joey that, that day was White Valentine's day. So coincidence. We had a perfect day and we enjoyed a lot during the shooting period. It's wonderful. We made a lot of funny things and posing and these made me feel like we are a happy family. I reached church early and I had been waiting for them for more than 1 hour * i'm not mistaken. Since there was nothing I can do, so I helped to do some cleaning so that I won't feel boring. Then, taking photos will kill the time waiting for them.

we started our journey and Vv will be the driver

We settled down ourselves at Vv's house before we started our photo shooting. After everything was done, we walked to some places and here goes the Anna photographer started her job. She likes photography, it's her hobby by the way. I love taking photo but not as professional as her.

meet the girls.

After the photo shooting, we went to a chinese food restaurant. I didn't mark down the restaurant's name but strongly recommend the food. They are heavenly nice! Do try them when you find someday to Seremban.

And of course, we will never forget about our Father in heaven for blessing our food eventhough we had become a hungry ghost. After having our lunch, cooling deserts will be the best thing to have under a hot weather. The next station, Cendol.

the couple

Then, we headed to a garden where was a best place to snap photos with greeny and natural environment. Although it was hot yesterday, the wind blew strongly and this helped Anna to snap lots of nice photos. She loves green because she loves natural.

We met up with Steven and his family too. After photo shooting at the garden, we decided to go to A&W to have some ice-cream and root beer. We went home to have our bath and get ourselves a new look to continue the next round of photo shooting with a beach style. Unfortunately, we didn't make it. It was raining heavily in the evening and everyone of us received a message from our friends about the nuclear power in Fukumi. It is so shocking. Hope that everything will be fine soon.

I was camwhoring while waiting for them. And just share up some of mine.

*i'm still waiting for the photos.

They need some time.

Loves from E

Things change

2011-03-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

I don't hope to speak like this or think something like I always never want to, but things really change. I didn't think that it came so fast till I didn't really get a deep breath. Actually why? I remember that someone told me that, everything will change one day.

回不来就是回不来.继续奢望他回来，只会带来伤害.

I think I should get myself used to this thinking. I should get myself awake every time. I was just too stubborn. I am so sorry my friend. I didn't really appreciate the chance when we were together. I didn't really appreciate the friendship when we were before. I did something wrong to you, didn't I? Seems like I don't really have a friend. I hurt every of my friends. It's time for me to let go of these uncomfortable feelings and those stupid thoughts. You have been a very good friend to me no matter what. Sometimes, when misunderstanding happens, it ruins everything so easily. Our friendship is not that tough enough like I thought we were. I hope you can understand that, I didn't mean to hurt you now, even during the past. You have changed the way of looking at me.

I'm so sorry

Everyone has doubled-side. I didn't know about yours and you will never know about mine. You will find it hard when you want to know about mine, actually me too. I am smiling and laughing so excitedly, but you will never know the deepest heart of mine was actually crying so badly. You have to find your way out of the circle. Please, my friend. Eventhough we knew that it is hard to get out, but please do try your best. Trust God that you can do it.

2011-02-25T21:29:00.004+08:00

相信每一个人都知道每一件事情的发生，背后一定会有他自己的原因。原因是什么，自己最清楚不过了。或许自己也搞不懂。你会觉得人家这样子对你，不公平，那你有没有反过来想想其实人家也没有故意这样做。别人的用意是无意的，但有时候人类就会变成一个很多心的动物，把什么事，无论是有事还是无事，都会扯到自己身上来。就算是真的跟自己有关也好，那有没有想过为什么他又会这样子对你？是不是因为在他这样对你的同时，你也这样对待了他？有些时候事情其实不用想到很复杂，因为根本就没有很复杂。我是一个思想复杂的人，我比任何人还要想太多。我试着很努力地改变自己，因为我知道我计较太多了。人都是生在福中不知福。在生活上的芝麻绿豆，都可以算得很清楚。可是偏偏没有想过，其实在我们算着的同时，我们无意伤害了自己身边最重要的人。我是一个这样的人，我不想别人跟我踏上同一条路上。你不需要去判别我和你之间的距离，不需要去判别我和你的生活环境，不需要去判别我和你的不同，因为我们并没有很不同。更不用去逃避，事实就摆在眼前。如果再这样，你做人就会做到很辛苦。谁活在这个世界上不会想要过些和谐的日子？谁不喜欢和睦相处的方式？我听过一句：放下一切，才能拥有最大的快乐。没有东西能比快乐再伟大，再自然。快乐是无限的。没有人能限制你，没有人能阻止你拥有它，所以尽情地去享受它吧。

我并不是在教训些什么，我只是想要分享一些我想分享的东西

The 16 years old Birthday Boy on the 17th

2011-02-25T20:50:00.004+08:00

Here is a short post for my younger brother. It was his birthday on the 17th Feb. The elder brother and I made a small surprise for him and he was so happy with it. He is my little brother, the only little brother, of course I love him. But I think I show my temper to him more than loving him like a brother. Sometimes, he was just so irritating, but I just don't know how to show a little bit consideration or patience on him. Maybe I am not a good sister at all. I blame myself, tried to be a better sister which he hoped I could be, I made him disappointed I think.

his birthday cake

he with his cake and all food

he enjoys eating i think

Alfred, Jie Jie hope that you can understand. Sometimes, I am a nasty, a troublesome to you. I'm so sorry. I just want you to be a better person in the future. Jie Jie really hope somedays when you read this you can understand me. You are such a clever and good boy since you were small. Everyone in this family loves you, you also know that. You easily cry in front of me, especially when you faced something extremely difficult. We joke when we are free. We smile together with the elder brother too. It's been a long time for me to wait for these happy days. Must kayao in your future. Wish you have a better year and pass yr exam papers with flying colours. Don't let daddy mummy down ya!

Special For You. Remember those days?

2011-02-13T20:36:00.015+08:00

Honey, Happy Birthday to you! I did this surprise for you in my blog. I hope you found it. I posted some pictures that we have gone through in the Year2010 and I found many photos. I couldn't post all of them because they are lots, you know?! I knew that the first photo doesn't show we are together, but it was when our story began. To be honest here, with don't know how, I was the first person who fell in love in this relationship and maybe somebody would have been teasing at me now, nevermind. I just don't have to lie.

Our first day. We were going to play a musical drama, which is our Charity Night 3. And I remember you praised me that I was nice when I was dressed up in a ballet skirt and with the make up Eileen had done for me.

In the middle of our performance.

You sent me home after the performance and we took this before I went into my house.

This was taken on the day of my confirmation. And credits to our photographer, Chris. Thanks a lot. These will be kept as our memories in the future. I love the photos. They look nice and natural, aren't they? At least, I think they are.

Our first Velentine's celebration and your birthday celebration.

We went to have some dessert after jogging nearby our house and you took this down because you said I looked like a hamster for the first time when you saw me eating.

We went for movie on one Friday night and I asked to take this pictures down right? Kung Fu Panda.

The first event I organised when I was in the 康乐组 in the Year2010. You accompanied me to Carrefour to buy things that were needed and you teach me how to plan things properly. You teach me how to order chicken wings and prepare apparatus. *hee

Swimming is good for health and also the best hobby that I ever like. I don't only like, actually I love to swim. Swimming is always the best for me. My honey boy brought me to his brother's apartment to swim whenever I feel like I want to swim, eventhough he didn't want to swim. He hearts me like nobody else did.

You took this sunset when you were sitting on the deck chair beside the swimming pool.

After swimming, we went to have something nice and cold. 100Yen will be the best choice isn't? If I'm not mistaken, this may be the milk flavour. Also, not only after swimming, we came here after hanging out on the other days.

The Ice Room. It's like a greeny building which is located in Cheras. We went there after school and also with my best girlfriends: Ann, Ling and Kuan. Thanks Ling for taking this down too. Picture is always awesome when it was taken by Ling. haha^^

Pavilion. My first time there. Not only with him, with my buddies too. Credits to Ling again.

With the specs, you look handsome.

I have forgotten what we were looking at exactly.

The prom king. Congratulations, my charming prince!

The handsome prince that always gets me a beautiful smile in front of the camera.

With your friends from B106, IMU.

Your graduation ceremony.

The day before you boarded to Sarawak. I remembered that I cried like a baby. I was covering my face in front of you and telling hardly to you that ' I'm okay ' just not to let you know that I was actually crying. You hugged me tightly and asked me whether I would wait for you to come back from Sarawak after working there for 1year.

You gave me a big surprise and did a big celebration for me. I appreciate it much! It was the best birthday that I ever had in my 17years life.

mum mum..

We were out with couple shirts which you have bought from Singapore. I hate it much because I don't think it is nice. I always complain to you that I don't like to wear this because it is very ugly. Did you hurt? I know you do hurt. But, honey, I will try to get used to wear this shirt. Alright?

I-City. We went there for buffet steamboat dinner with your family after fetching your second brother from airport.

Sushi Zanmai. We went to meet with your godson. He miss you a lot. Faster come back okay?

Midvalley with Chris and Magdeline.

Happy New Year. We wore almost the same colour shirts without asking or planning about the colour we were going to wear.

Enjoy the videos honey!

Like what you have said in your card:

No matter what it is in the future,

we are going to hold hands and go through

TOGETHER.

Loves from E

♥ ELLEN ♥

2011 is gonna end!

Ipoh Trip Pictures

Appreciate Life

关于皮肤过敏/敏感的知识

Trials end

It's my time

Random

Jogoya Dinner

Take a rest

Have a sweet time playing with Ann's LemeCam

Update Update

Finally

抛开一切事，我能吗？

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Primary Gathering 001 - Steamboat & Snowflake

Happy 34th Anniversary to RYCS

Last Day of Zhen

Recently me and Upcoming Post

RYCS Food Fair

Yea, the incredible freak I am

The Es' Day

Tutti Frutti

Last Day at Penang

2nd Day of Our First Trip

1st day of Our First Trip

I'm alone

Meet the kids

Lazy bum

1st day of my little one

我 还是我？

I hate but I have to

天真的我

Best part of the day

Jogathon 2011

Missing

十件你生命中无能为力的事

2nd Day at Miri

Driving test

1st day at Miri

Happy White Valentine's Day

Things change

The 16 years old Birthday Boy on the 17th

Special For You. Remember those days?

我还是我？